I don't know what I'm feeling. Could be PMS, or ... I'm conflicted. My husband is miserable at work and wants to quit. I want to be pregnant but if he's gonna be starting a new job it's suddenly not a good time. I could start my period tomorrow or the next day or I could end up taking a positive test and be holding a 4 month old baby this time next year...
I have never both wanted & not wanted my period to show with equal fervor. So much conflict in my head, my heart. I'm breaking apart.
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